RowTow 2.0

We found this with google. Christ, what a douche.
http://www.everything2.com/index.pl?node_id=1202781

“what the hell am i doing?” or “yablo gets confused about relationships again.”

background

cristal and i are on our break. how long this will last, i am unsure.anne lives with my best friend shaun. we had a huge party at the rowtow krib (shaun/anne/fattor’s house) this past weekend, and anne and i hung out quite a bit, drinking and talking.

after talking to her after the party, shaun discovers that anne likes me. this puts me in an awkward situation, because i guess i’m technically still with cristal.

monday (nov. 19th)

after a long day of work, shaun picked me up from the office (as is becoming a frequentrowtow krib to have some beers, as well as set up his new mediabox. after a few hours of hanging out and playing tony crack 3, anne showed up. shaun and andrea (shaun’s girlfriend) went off into shaun’s room, so it was just anneliving room. we hung out and talked, and it was good.

(more after the break)

soon, we realized that it was nearly 2 am, and both of us had been drinking a little bit. shaun and andrea were already asleep, so neither of them could drive me home. we didn’t want to risk anything by driving, even though both of us were sober, and had been for a good hour.

anne and i ended up sleeping together in her bed that night. nothing even remotely sexual between us happened, however. we just slept.

tuesday (nov. 20th)

i wake up to anne’s cat, bozghie (a.k.a. indiana kneegrow jones to rowtow kr3w), pawingwork,” so she took the day off. i also didnt feel like building computers, so i stayed with her at rowtow krib all day. we watched the green mile and blow. both turned out to be movies of quality.later that evening, we went to pick up her cat from the vet, as it had gotten spayed during the day. anne’s mom had picked it up earlier that morning. when we went to get it, we stopped by perkin’s on the way home to grub some food, as neither of us had eaten anything in the past 24 hours.

anne’s little brother showed up with a bunch of his friends, and shaun bought some coronas. a good time was had. i ended up sleeping in (not with) her bed again, for the second night in a row.

wednesday (nov. 21st)

we (anne and i) had to work today, so we got up, got ready, and dropped by her parent’s house on the way for a bowl of cereal. she dropped me off here at the office, then went to interlocken, where she works.i think that brings everything pretty much up-to-date. i really like anne, and i know she likes me, but i don’t want to hurt cristal. i’ve had my heart ripped out and stomped on more times than i care to count, and i would hate to do something like that to cris.

my mind has been a fucking zoo since monday night. cristal? anne? nobody? over and over, i’ve been asking myself.

i’m so confused. i care for cristal so much, and would hate to hurt her, but on the other hand, i like anne quite a bit, and see her a lot more often…

*sigh*

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after cristal read this, she IMed me while i was away working:cristal(2:38:24 PM): fuck you, go fuck anne, i don’t give a shit, have a fucking nice time
cristal(2:40:03 PM): and next time you tell someone you love them, you should mean it
cristal(2:40:20 PM): cuz you obviously didn’t love me

yablo is most displeased and incredibly upset. not just because of the whole break thing, but now i dont even know if she’ll talk to me and hear me out. i never said that anne and i were together. i never said that cristal and i are going to break up. all i said was i like anne, and she likes me. that’s it. this pisses me off. i did mean it when i told her i loved her. gah. howfuckingweak.

/me should just quit daylogging about his personal life…

occurance), and we went back to and i in the my necklace. anne “so didnt feel like going to